I don’t deserve the wonderful, awesome, blessings that God continually showers upon me. I don’t always feel that they are blessings in the midst of outward confusion or chaos but I am learning that, despite outward appearances, the inner truth is always the same. He is blessing me. Whether it is simply by the assurance that He is with me and I am not alone. That by itself is a blessing! I am not alone, ever! Emmanuel!